what i loike

i like to drink aromatic tea
i like to pee while the door is open
i like to kick
i like to run
i like to drive but i drive like an old man
i liek to watch gai ppl
i like like like

i like sharapova n fredererrr

it is easy to make a new friends for me bcos of the often move tht me n my family made, but it is so damn hard to keep my friends n maintain the friendship. i seriously dont knw hw..

i dont care at couple whom pda-ing but wht's bugg me a lot is when a couple did nt exist, but the person in the couple try so hard to make up their relationship by lying. cnt u just keep it real. relationship is nt based wif lie, but love(pnde trah) seriously. u tell ppl tht u hv ur u-knw-wht but the fact is u dont! come on man, be a MAN tho man didnt do this a lot sapa mkn cili, nya rs pedas(ftw) grow up.. u hv to make a lie and it will produce more lie, just like if lie make sex wif another lie without condom, it will make more lie but just a diff one(yerr). ppl know u're lying. they just let u play in their stupid bitch shits, talk bad abt u at ur back n front. pee on ur face. let's just face it, dont live in a lie. just be urself. but if tht IS u. then 1 thing man, WAKE UP! I fucking knw u'r lying. i checked ur so-called bf college. n they said, nobody name tht. i ask ur fucking friends. even ur closest friend nvr met ur so-called bf. dahla ngn ur freaking fucking drama. cut it out, live a life okay. nobody care if u're a single n nvr been in relationship. nobody care either. yes bitch. this is for u

19 is nt tht old, 80 is old

i forgot wht to post, last nite i had so many ideas, but then, i forgot.bummer.why i post this words thn? just to let u knw tht i have ideas.at least im trying rather thn ntg.i miss reading ppl's blog.

osonong osonong :)

idk y but, tonite, i meant this morning, i feel so fuck. maybe der just ntg to do. but yeah. i cn feel the fuck, literally. u get wht fucking. im nt getting lucky tonite, morning or getting any sex, just idk the apprpriate suitable word to use. fuck isnt the appropriate word tho but, idk.. suggest me another word to use then. anthr more decent. good. idk. fuck tht. get it??

t r to the rah

i reli hv ntg to say here...ohh yea.. i knw ur here, i cn smell ur fear

do u rmember in south park.. sexual harassment panda......so, i text niraj bout this, i send him sexual harassment.....smbung ayat tok. then he rply back, sexual harassment is act of sexually arousing the wrong ppl at the wrong time

i really hv ntg to write tho...

maybe i wnt to be in love, but i dnt wnt to setle down. i really cnt stand my outrageous eccentric un-idk-the-word bithcy attitude, hw anyone cn stand it?

everyone is deleting their blog, whts up wif tht?!

i got 3 bracelet on my bday.

i watched avatar n i love it oel ngati kameie

just trah

im home and im 19 motherfucker! cn this font go bigger???

dnt wake up, cnt wake up, dnt wake me up

aok aok.. bruk ingt. da cta.hehe..gtok sbenanya...

i feel tht im living a life. a life, no, THE life which been living by adult. get my drift?? let see.. this year, i really feel alive, literally. this year, i had somany first. first which i was nt proud off, but still i want to show off bcos im tht cool.

okay, lets start my first,
jeans, phone wif bluetooth, cntc lens, managing my own money, bought grocery shits, nt in love in any guy nor girl(nt in a relationship), love both guys n girls(IYKWIM), holiday without family instead friends, veeting, ______, eat scoop, MNG(haha), mms-ing
aku ikit gik mok masok 19, bruk merasa idup.. hahaXD


nab, i think ur hand writing still stuck here, wif me. i dnt think, i knw. still cnt found any hand writing tht cn replace it
jan, its been a while i didnt see face of urs. hw are u?
magg, lak kua sama ah
adibb, reli miss u
faez, kau x comel..haha
mamat, rindu ko jwk. lmk x text kau. aku tkut ko bz.
jaya.... :(

kml=waterless
shopping mall=money
kk=awesome
me=empty:(

no, i cnt meet u half way nor quater way. i cnt meet u at all

im at kk.best abis smpe abis gila duit. ths trip ismore to shopping thn visiting historical place, or more or less smtg like tht. i shop a lot. dnt tell anyone, bt imloving it. alot.haha. i hate u.

its been a while since we last talk, or had a conversation. we nvr had a real conversation to start wif.. last time i remember, you told me tht u want our 'friendship' be a secret. in case ur significant knw bout tht, u're dead. bcos im too hot for her, n she's nt(haha. i just making ths up.im nt hot) but then, u nvr care. i think u guys broke up, so der u are in my fb, asking bout how am i. i barely rmmbr hw are u eversince u nvr care boutme and u told me tht ur gf dnt like me. i nvr like her either.win-win situation. u nvr care. u love u freaking lover which u told me before tht u will nvr evr evr be wif, but then again, u had her in you, which is bitchy of u to be wif her n i didnt meant to fuck everything here but fuck. i lost my words..

im in kk wif ainiSaHot, Ikaa, n zatty. awesome, we visit shopping complex n shits n stuff. done shits n fuck. awesome holiday. but nt as awesome as me. awe

im nt telling u tht u're wrongor u're to blame. just feel bitchy. gik pun no topic bah. bulih ba kalo kau.BBKK!!

kering~

whats new? i got contact lenses. but no pic provided. i on9 at some cc in uk. get wht i mean? ujana kwangan, lbuan. another thing new, our ICT DAY, my tutorial won consolation, 4th place. im nt being keypo, but its quite impressive tht we got num 4. niraj won for dota competition, and im nt being kick out frm kml like i was predicted and i hv no super pwr... i love u.. i hv new phone.. haha sakai lii. thts it frm me?

lazy the malas

im going now. flight kol 4.30. ahh malas~~

oh well, thanks to ppl i hung out wif in kch, amir hdayat, syazuan, ani, dia, izzah n ada gik kali yg lain.. thanks doe. rindu takorg kelak ahh.. takorg rndu trah jwk. sbb trah rndu takorg bah.. :D

ur gonna regret this fren, im nt ur fren buddy, im nt ur buddy guy, im nt ur guy fren, im nt ur fren buddy, im nt ur buddy guy, im nt ur guy fren(south park)

things i've done

sushi-ing, watched movie at mbo, bought shoe, lepak mah org, bowling, driving, met ani, kak djah and othr frens

challo bete..haha XD

beliang pehal?

no time for english, time for beliang... haha

wht is beliang. beliang is a term in swak which sarawakian used when their heart beat go fast. so fast.very fast due to either anxiety, heart-attack, shock or just false alarm

lately nak aku mala jak sa beliang doe. x tau pehal. tht day lunch ngn kak kin kat macdie jumpa amer ngan bunga nya. pasya nak, aku drive g hopoh ngn kak kin. x lmk kemudian aku lu sa beliang. x tau eh pehal. nya tetiba jak sa beliang.da lmk gila beliang. pasya the next day, i woke up early sbb mok anta kak kin g terminal bus. mekorg g la spring dlok, nya g la sugar2 bung tek. bli burger. pasya, mekorg g terminal bus, mkn tek, ya alu nya call nya pun dahan. nya pdh, 'syg ya polah' aku lu kenyang doe.haha. bodo. sa plek sa dnga gia. haha. pasya aku drive sorang balit nak, ambik aren kt green road, balit smbung mkn burger nak aku mkn stngah lps dnga sayang kak kin, aku mkn nak, pasya beliang agik doe. lmk beliang. heart beat rate 120 dlm 1 min. aren 80 dlm 1 min. aku mkin beliang.

pasya, trah's twisted mind pdh either a)g exercise cos ko da gmok! b)ko da bc bismillah x mkn? c)ko nak mati. mkn la mknan berkhasiat kit d)aku x tauk.salu glak beliang polah aku nervous doe. aku x suka beliang2. sa sial jak!!

just another night

out of blue

im thinking of you

didn't know why

didn't know how

you came into my mind

suddenly euphoria filled me up

i feel light, gravity didnt feel so right

i laugh out loud

even in the late of night

i laugh, i feel, i cry, i laugh again

texting you wash away my blue

but sadly i dont want you here

don't ask me why, we just don't bind

ONE QUESTION..

i feel fuck?

dont u feel fuck too?

pls feel fuCk wif me.

i feel terrible.

at least i know someone does feel fuck too.

oh FUCK

DO U WANT TO FEEL FUCK?

feel free to fuck anywhere, anytime

hang out wif trah will make u feel fuck just like her. she had no life at all..

story of my life..

fuck AWAY!

bang bang on my bed

Bang Bang
Sara Schiralli

Strange kind of feels unguided
like the voice of life went
it went bang bang in my head
and now it's just a little exciting
more than perfect timing
it goes bang bang in my head

And in this moment I'm just a little weak
And in this moment I cannot quite find my feet
And in this moment I could see this day leave me
And in this moment I'm wandering effortlessly
And in this moment i have questions burning
They go bang bang in my head

And so I will not deny this

won't even try and fight it
it goes bang bang in my head
like that, that the fever takes hold
and the peoples hands fold
it goes bang bang in my head

They're so hard to find I just thought I'd share them.