i preach,you practice

days, so many days..

2011-09-21T00:26:00.004+08:00

six things you wish you'd never done

1. that

2. this

3. wasting money, water, shits that do not need to be wasted

(i have don't regret things tho..)

five people who mean a lot

1. parents

2. siblings

3. friends

4. family

5. ASS

four turn offs

1. smelly body odour

2. smokers with smell still linger

3. non-hygiene

4. unhealthy people

three turn ons

1. athletic

2. gentlemen and kind

3. have good leadership skills

two smileys that describe my life right now

1. :D

2. :*

I've been delayed days. EXAMS

day 4

2011-09-16T12:26:00.002+08:00

7 things that cross your mind a lot

1. deaths

2. friends and family

3. things that i want to possess

this is hard -_-

day i do not know

2011-09-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

8 ways to win my heart

1. be a gentlemen/gentlewomen

2. have some common sense bitch

3. understanding

4. polite

5. have sense of humour

6. hygienic

7. caring

8. make other's priority first

i didnt have classes today. i woke up at 10 am and watched movies and i was so freaking bored. tegele-gele. boring abis. you will be back tonight :) yey. cepatcepatcepat!

9 things abt yourself

2011-09-14T02:54:00.003+08:00

day 2- 9 things about yourself

1. iLove foods. i don't complaint abt em. as long i get to eat, then i'm okayy

2. i hate songs that play repeated and meaningless. it makes my dizzy

3. i love to write with gel pen

4. i like to look at people who look like syazuan ;P

5. i love happy colours and posses more coloured items rather than black items. i do not like black very much but i do not have problem with them :)

6. i smile randomly and people think i'm flirting. i'm not actually.

7. iParanoid :S

8. i still have bantal busuk and proud :8D

9. i love people who loves me

and if i die, give all my possession to awang syazuan shafiq since he wants it. unless anyone of you want some, you can share :)

day 1: 10 things

2011-09-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

ten things you want to say to 10 different people

kaina: mek tdo sorang mlm tek :( haha

syazuan: jgn berolah kt tpt org. imy
wani: belaja mena2!

jan: fighting for last sem :D

nab: ko cuti, sati kau sia. haha. lak lepak

miesha: fighting pake test

i dont really have so many friends.. :(*going emo*

nvr mind tht :D

new friends, long time friends: hello! :D

i punched the bear

2011-09-11T23:16:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward(trah: not really, people hate me for this too). You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. haha

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

urgh...

2011-09-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

its been a while. after this incident happen...

i tought i'm gonna stop blogging for good. but naah, that won't break my awesomeness. so now my sugar, i'm gonna start to blog again, insyaAllah and i'll start with this

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

it have less days, so less commitment :)

Happy Eid and have an awesome weekend people :):)

bitch

2011-08-02T20:17:00.005+08:00

after account class today, my classmates and i were meeting for our bodyshop workshop. but nothing really that we talk about. then after 30mins sitting there, one of my classmate told us that she wanted to have a postmortem about our last activity which are held last 2 weeks; Tourism Carnival. i had a lot of fun during that day because i met a lot of people. but one thing, i am a workaholic type of person, and when i see people did not do their work, i started to shouted at them and force them to do something beneficial. on that day, i did not have my lunch, for both days and after i arrived at my room, i straight lay on the floor sleeping because it was very tiring. i did not have the chance to go to other booth, unlike the other, they have thier time.

back at what i was saying, my class's so-called postmortem was terrible. this thing end up with shits and some of good stuff. the good stuff is, all of us apologize to each other and whatever. the shitty stuff in contrast, there was one bitch

bitch: selain dr ya, kmkorg mok padah pasal sik puas hati mekorg ngn tirah*look and me*

trah: *padah kt santhi* aku dah agak da

bitch: kmk on behalf of classmate, mok pdh kmkorg x suka cara kitak lead mekorg

trah: aku da agak. go on..

bitch: kmkorg x suka cara kitak lead mekorg, bla bla bla* bitch rambling*

trah: dah? aku bla3. aku sik suka bla3. mun takorg sik ikut cara aku, takorg mesti ikut cara aku. aku x pnh anta keja last minute. aku mesti anta sehari before due date. aku x keja last minute. kau lambat polah keja, jadi aku anok. aku tauk i can be biitchyy sometimes, p dah takorg x buat keja, ne nak polah. *tgga bitch* u're not my baby, you're not my responsibility. it's not my responsible to tell you again and again what to do with out assignment. you know what to do

and then thre was one part that iloveme so much when i said

trah: sapa gik x puas hati ngn aku, padah or bitch sorang jak yang sik suka ngn aku

suma alu diam. tauk takut takorg. then aku tmbah,''nang mena la kau sorang jak x suka kt aku''

i dont have problem with people like this. bitch try to embarrass me in front of my classmates, i dont give a fuck. when she said kami, it was like all my classmates hate me. mun kau bencik aku glak, ko agak aku personally, padah. bukan pdh dpn orang ramai. kau nang da msalah komunukasi ko ya. cacat! terencat

dudi tek alu ahe assignment mekorg di anta. lecturer pdh mun x anta dpt kosong. aku dah tawakal ajak lah. lantak lah pa jadi ngn mark ya. aku da sik lalek. mun rendah glak, terpaksa la bja mena2 untuk ujian. mun aku repeat this paper, i swear to god bitch.. i swear you're gonna pay for everything.

mun tauk kau sorang bencik aku, jgn pake kmkorg. pake aku. da problem grammar ka? aku bah. aku! kmk! saya! me! i! but dont worry, ihateyou too :)

selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa loves :*

apologize

2011-07-31T10:48:00.004+08:00

i judge people. yes. i don't know them and i judge them by stories i heard and from my perspective. i call people bitch and slut because i want to and i don't care. i should change that. people make mistakes and i should not judge them from that. i should change because Gandi said be the change you wish to see the world :)

but i know a bitch when i see one, hello, i'm a pro in those things. don't blame me, but your cheap shitty thing. i do not give any fuck of you, at all

streotype pompuan lm transformer

2011-07-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

i just watched transformer, i know i'm slow, but at least i watched. so it was okay. i notice a thing about the blonde English girl.

1) she's poret

pompuan: *tangga bangunan yg polah portal* (eavesdropping on people conversation)

pompuan jumpa gerek yang pendek(mun takorg prasan dr awl cita, sidak kt sinki ya)

pompuan: tauk tak tek, mek denga sdak kaka, sdak mok pake bangunan tok pake molah portal bla blabla

2) she's batu api

pompuan agak robot sakit

pompuan: ala tedah lok nya dok sorang. kau tauk sik kau dok stok eh, lak mun portal ya dah bukak, kau kedak x dikenal org jak. kau x lead sdak lak. kau dok stok kdk apa kedak

robot sakit: da aku lalek, aku tolong nak bejanggut ya molah portal

pompuan: ko ingat nya lalek tek kah? sik ada!

robot sakit: kau nang mok kenak*sikit gik mok tampa pompuan, p sik jadi*

and lupak dah. okay bye

the week

2011-07-03T21:55:00.005+08:00

what did i do. it's been quite sometimes since i update my blog. quite busy with assignments and time and shits. i don't have to explain anything. i interviewed some foreign tourist as u may see in the picture below, and trying to developing with my people and communication skill, and i quite improve if i may say. i change, no blooms, from an awesome person to awesomer person. true story. i talk to any stranger that i encounter. i starting to love presenting, yes :D. i love to have power over something, over anything :). haha. and yes. life been very wonderful to me

368 days i still loving you. i still remember when you hold my hand for the first time. hee. thankyou for still be with me until now and entertain me, every time, anytime and always. keep up the good work sayang*thumbs*

what more to blog about? i don't really have time to social much tho. i filled my time with reading books, eating, dating, sleep and do some homework. i don't really like to revise. i do not know how, but i know days before quiz, i do my mind map. that is how i revise. i study, let me be on the dean list this sem. thank goodness ada accounting, mun sik, sik da trus math and that will be quite boring. so many words will blind you. true story, no.

i think that is it for me. i fail to blog. i still did not know what to say really. so yea. write to you soon.

love, trah the awesomer(than you mum)((imiss u nat :())

oh yeah, i did not have time to watch movie also. sian syazuan, he told me he wait for me to watch transformer together. the last time we decided to watch pirates of the Carribean, we end up watching the priest pftt

the reason you love me

2011-07-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

trah is busy but today is gonna be a wonderful day. 366 days and still. <3

saturday pukul 3

2011-06-25T23:00:00.005+08:00

this is my accesories when im out

these two lovely people

jan spoil ehh, x pat jadi model tokk...

and this one <3

you always see me with same people over and over again because i dont have too many friends. and today camera out of juice. sikit jak gmba :(

days without nab. haha

2011-06-19T09:17:00.004+08:00

in the boat

with keith and jane

kami rasa tourist

burit cali. haha

si mulot ikan

jilles

few days, weeks without updated things

2011-06-17T20:24:00.004+08:00

i live i quite boring life. i didnt update my blog as often as i did, or any ppl did. i go to school, to classes, do my homework, blahs. boring. i do not know how to speak properly, i do not make quite so many friends. i do not know how to talk to stranger and how to act when i get a compliment. i just nod my head and say, 'umph'. i rarely get sick, but when i get sick, i hate it, nobody does. i want to go anywhere. okay bye.

wish u were here nab :( haha

2011-06-03T23:08:00.004+08:00

i did not...

2011-06-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

its 11 months now :D yipee. we bake pretzel today; kaina, syazuan and I. it was fun. then kaina asked syazuan to cook maggi for her, then he cooked for us. haha. then pretzel nyaman..

i really do not care :)

thanks for cooking wif me, happy 11th months dear :)))

random bitch and day 19

2011-06-01T23:36:00.005+08:00

i wasand went out swee kang-ing with friends. so as usual, i uploaded the picture that i taken in facebook, less than 10 minutes, this happens

and then bitch deleted the status update and change to

bitch cleaver. then the boyfie texted my, apologies to what bitch did. i love to upload everything in facebook. so what...?!

the thing is bitch, i have a boyfriend now

not to brag, but i have one now :P. so i wont be crazy around yours. dont worry.

syazuan said serve you right.. wth?

sue me for being perasan...

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them

tyah-got it since i was little, been used by the family except mum and few friends

day 18

2011-05-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have

only syazuan know :) but i can... no. x perlu la pdh

day 16, 17

2011-05-30T22:06:00.004+08:00

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

i would change my life with..i don't know. i never have a thought to switch lives with anybody. someone famous, hana tajima? or someone who lives in india or syazuan.. idk..

dapat dorm :D awesome...

day 14 and 15

2011-05-28T19:17:00.004+08:00

Day 14 - A picture of you and your family

Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

kaleidoscope eyes-sara bareilles

zero result- hot hot heat

malaria codes- the octopus project

intuition-feist

how deep is your love-the birds and the bee

imagine- glee cast

point of disgust-low

i've got you-mcfly

big jet plane- angus and julia stone

the park feist

i was forgot. pfftt

day 13

2011-05-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

day 13-letter to someone who has hurt recently

i know it's hurt falling, get up, put some medicine on and i'm sure in few days, it will get better. mun bisak, get some stitches on. everything will gonna be fine

if u get cut, do the same thing

everything is hurt but give some time, it's gonna be fine because time heal all wounds :)

day 9,10,11,12 and 13 starts few hours frm now

2011-05-25T19:46:00.003+08:00

Day 9-something that im proud of

im proud of how success i did in my last exam. tho i can improve in my Pendidikan Islam. i get b. how is that possible?

day 10-song i listen in every mood

i dont have particular song. any songs. the sound of your voice by ASS? haha

day 11-picture of your friends

day 12- how did i found blog

i just found it. even my dad have it. so.. why not..

day 13 starts tomorrow :) back on the track i guess. i lost count. so just consider tomorrow is day 13

day 4,5,6,7,8

2011-05-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

day 4-habit i wish i didnt have

i am a lazy sonofabitch. im not proud. im just lazy. to do anything; clean up my room, dusting, sweeping anything involving that.

day 5-picture of somewhere you've been to

day 6-favorite superhero and why

hang tuah, gandhi. i dont know. -_-''

Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

(and you guess it rite ;))

Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why

i want to achieve excellence. who doesnt...

day 3(success, sort of)

2011-05-24T18:43:00.003+08:00

Day 3-picture you and your friends

i've been so freaking lazzy with my life so here is my day 3. who give a fuck anyway :P

day 2(success)

2011-05-14T07:34:00.005+08:00

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blog name

last time this blog i named alien something. i don't remember, but since i named this i preach you practice, i didn't change ever since. why? it sounds catchy. i am trying to teach you guys shit here, so bare with me dudes. you'll get some knowledge :P betol doe. stay with me

KL-ing now. its hot. n so many people, but not all the time, this just make me feel i miss Kuching. it's not only hot, the heat. dah la so many cars, panas doe.. sial... pollution lah ya :P

2011-05-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

i need a book. to write my feelings. to be deep, feel deep. to let my feelings out. to sniff the air. this is stupid -_-''

Day 1(success!)

2011-05-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

Day 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

15 facts about myself

1. im a girl. seriously

2. i can dance :P

3. i rock(duhh)

4. i (still) dont know how to cross the road

5. i am very good in helping

6. i love to eat

7. i have big teeth

8. i read ghost stories and comic and few novels

9. i wear baju melayu and im proud of it

10. i love ethnic shizzle

11. i get itch when dust hit me

12. i am a timid shy girl(no kidding)

13. im awkward when meeting new people

14. i love wearing make-up

15. syazuan shafiq :P

what the hell

2011-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Day 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blog name

Day 3 - A picture of you and your friends

Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn't have

Day 5 - A picture of somewhere you've been to

Day 6 - Favourite superhero and why

Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why

Day 9 - Something you're proud of in the past few days

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you're happy, sad, bored, hyped and mad

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12 - How you found about Blogger and why you made one

Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt recently

Day 14 - A picture of you and your family

Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot

Day 24 - A letter to your parents

Day 25 - What would I find in your bag

Day 26 - What do you think about your friends

Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29 - In the past few months, what have you learned?

Day 30 - Your favourite song

found at i forgot where. so my day 1 gonna start soon, since the last time i didnt quite make it to a week, so im gonna try >.<

10 days :(

2011-05-11T02:09:00.005+08:00

went out with dear today. i was craving for ice cream because when we were at UiTM, after lunch at Mulu's we always take ice cream. it was nice. yes, i'm craving ;P. i pick him up but i decided to hang out at his place for a while and watch Russel Peters and a little bit of Splinter in which i texted him 'later i give you blister'. then i was like, 'blister? is the movie i want to give him named blister?' after lepak, syazuan, syami(syazuan's brother) and i went to Satok but before that we went to bank. where syazuan grab his brother's hand at first, and i told him to take nikon along and then he grab my hand and say,'i must hold your hand too, kelak you feel neglected' -.-''. haha. you can imagine how he look like. holding a kid on his left hand, and a big ass girl and a bag. haha. and then we went to buy ice cream and went to my house to ambik sudu and decided to go to Reservoir, half way i told syazuan that we bringing a kid, and its 1730 hour, so we hantar syami pulang and went to Pustaka instead. and then i sent him home

he is going to Sabah today at 1300 hour.

jum be my modal

2011-05-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

lamak da sik bergamba, i mean not camwhoring, i camwhore everyday..muahahahaha but snapping picture(pronounce as pit-cha, because im cool like that) just because just because.

mun pegi jalan2 snap gamba, da jak abg2 padah, ambik gamba mek dik or kacak camera. like WHAD THU FAK? ahhh korang tak faham, aku jiwe sine bai. aku tak amik gambe korang. ahh korang taik jee. pasya da jwk org pdh, cee takat nikon, aku beli canon 10 bigik pun dapat. bigik ko mpun, any on those, you know what im talking about, oh yes i know you know ;P. mun nak g pante jauh, xda rasa pante now, rasa hmm.. air kolam terjun. oh gunung gading, nantikan penantian ku. lak aku gak kau. mun nak ambik kt bandar, mls la mcm. ambik lam keta, ambik gmba syazuan buat musical jak kelak. ahh xda life eh. redi tali gantong lok cibai bau ikan...

i want to go snap picture kelak. bodo abisssss

boring

2011-05-07T11:55:00.005+08:00

after watching strangers, again by wongfu. and stalk people, i feel pathetic because the people i stalk is quite awesome than i am. i should stalk with no life. wait. then, what to stalk? homaigad

so i decided to create my own stage of meeting the person that make me happy

stranger. i just remember i dont have the pic anymore

stalker. i took his picture but i dont know where i put it

amigo. i have the pic in facebook

kenja.

i was single and i have the right to be flirty. and if the other person give responds, then i don't have tell it here... haha. few days after this(above) day

we become this. after 10 months

blob

2011-05-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

fascinating by the hat worn at william and kate's wedding, it was like costume party. dont you regret it kate? but everyone look awesome even though they are wearing their Halloween costume.

1055 hours. the room is dark. everyone is asleep, except for aren busy with his diablo. it's early if you ask me. but we have to go somewhere tomorrow. im at Seratok now. maybe will head to bintulu tomorrow. it was exhausted sitting in a car for 5 hours straight. you'll get butt cramp, knee cramp and anything that can cramp. i gonna be back at 7th. and on 13th-22nd gonna be in KL. im gonna miss kuching so much. i only have few days in kuching to spend my holiday at. tho i studied near kuching. but i want a sleep-all-day-long holiday. that is the definition of my holiday(screw you)

syazuan gonna go to sabah on 11th-15th. oh im gonna missyou :(. tho i already miss you since, lamak dah.

nevermind, lets celebrate our 10th month :D

study week

2011-04-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

study week >.<

i am number 6 :P

2011-04-18T11:24:00.001+08:00

So I was watching I am number four. I was so excited when I finished downloaded it. But boohoo, the quality is worse than the red riding hood. I can’t see anything. But still, it doesn’t stop me from watching it. So I was thrill to watch the action movie in which I was so eager to watch since before I saw its poster at MBO. The story line was okay. I would like to watch it again because the action was quite okay. One part that I don’t quite understand; so this guy, four, was haunted by ugly aliens. So he ran and ran. He went to see the love of his life at some party. Then the alien came, so the girl follows number 4. The girl said, ‘I know where to go’. I thought that the girl wanted to take the guy to some secret safe place. But I was wrong. The girl sempat gik took the guy becuci gamba napa hal. WWTF right. I am nearly died but this selfish bitch mbak aku tgga gamba yang nya cuci. Pa cita deng? -.- I just don’t quite get that part. Okay, mun the girl want to take the guy to the school, sik boleh kah mun kt tpt betapok sikit? gila

baru tahu : syazuan's syafiq spell shafiq. pelik abiss. haha.

nabila.wani.jan ruokay?

2011-04-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

i'm a bitch who sleep, watch movies, eat, sit around doing nothing. i just hate myself :( when these days comes, you just cant ignore it. i'm a sad sad bitch rite now. bitch needs love, care and happiness. pwetty puhleeess -.-

kotak jatuh

2011-04-09T10:54:00.002+08:00

just read nab's blog

have my dropbox. if this is not what ktk talking about, then i dont know what is

just as i thought

2011-04-09T09:46:00.004+08:00

just finished watch red riding hood that i downloaded which is the quality is as awesome as my crap. wait, my crap is awesome-er.

so basically the story is about as you thought of it , it's about werewolf. this werewolf comes when it's full moon and eat people's daughter, that's what i thought. but no, even the old lady he ate. no. so, this red riding hood version has a little twist which is the red riding hood, let call her Blondie since she have long blond hair. so this Blondie, according to her friend is perfect, faster than the other girls, wore red poncho is a werewolf since other bitchess cant run fast,'bitch run fast, bitch werewolf'. back to the story, Blondie have so many guy that would die for her, Henry and Peter(this shows the time line. nobody give their son name Henry and peter, except old folk).

Henry is a rich guy, cute, puppy doe eyes and every little girl wanted for their husband. Peter on the other side is a bad-boy looking, tree cutting, black hair, muscle building, black wearing kind of guy. which when the little girl grow up and look at this type of guy and wanted to date this type of guy, and maybe want to marry the guy also. it's like twilight since made by the same director. so the pussy sniffing guys protect Blondie. bla bla bla.

Turn out to be the Blondie's papa is a wolf. the wolf is getting old, so he have to let off his Wolf and give to his first daughter since the first daughter who the one that only can hear wolf-language. but the first daughter wasn't his. he was furious and killed his wife's daughter. he was truly mad and stretch his wife back at the village. then killed his mum when his mum finds out that her son smell like wolf when she go back sniffing her late husband cloths(apparently, she still keep the cloths). Blondie thought peter is a wolf so she stabbed him. good move Blondie. she went to her grandmama's house and his father explain how they can conquer the world if his father bite her. Peter came, papa push him away, peter hurt, Blondie distract, peter throw axe, papa hurt, Blondie stab papa with silver nail, papa dies. but papa/werewolf bite peter.

so peter said, 'i cant be with you Blondie. i must learn to protect you from..'

Blondie :I'll wait for you.. but in the mean time, I'll learn to love another once again, but until then, I'll wait for you(this is what she should say. but true love is shitty so..yea)

this is lame -_-

this kind of story suitable for girls who love twilight since is is very romantic and i lost my words. i don't like this movie very much since i have high expectation for it. i just wish more fight scene in it

ada aku kisah? aku sik kisah

2011-04-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

you are so cute with the expression

what if im not your typical girl? what if rain wont stop? what if she's a bitch? what if i have bad grades? what if im a bitch? what if the red turn yellow? what if i have no friends? what if i have no life? what if my skin turns grey? what if i dont met you? what if she's prettier than me? what if sunny side down? what if i become fat? what if i sleep and dont wake up? what if it wasnt good enough? what if i care more about the thickness? what if the length is more important? hairy sound good to you? are you stress? i am stress? 20april is exam week? am i ready? are you not nervous? are you nervous? heart attack XI

my ideal guy

2011-04-02T13:20:00.004+08:00

when you love someone, and the person loves you back, no matter how he look, how he act or how he's behavior. i don't need perfect skin hair nor teeth. i don't need perfect smile, dimple or mole.

how i describe my ideal guy is...*one word*

syazuan

*cute>.<*

since everyone is talking/blogging about their ideal guy, so this is mine. so nab, wani, jan, you are tagg

jintian xingqiwu

2011-03-20T20:55:00.004+08:00

just woke up from evening sleep, which i strongly don't recommend to all of you because it's unhealthy and there's many things you can do rather than sleep at 5 o'clock in the evening. Syazuan called 4 times just to wake me up, but fail to do so. so i woke up, checking at my busy busy facebook*pfft* and read about wani's status which she said she love song called friday so so much. haha. so i heard the song and i feel like kimak. its like you know when we were kid we used to write things like,'today is friday, tomorrow will be saturday, yesterday is thursday' we left out something, ' afterwards is gonna be sunday'. OMG. its like the generation is turning blonde and blonder. ingt friday, ingt nak party jak. rosak ehh. da sora kacak abis. you guys should listen to the song and tell me what you think :)

and now i'm browsing and listening to those stupid tween star's song. lyric burok abis. gus aku dnga lagu lamak marek dr dnga lagu kimak gia

--------------------few minutes later after listening to those stupid songs--------------------------

i feel like to strangle myself.*pening* gus aku blaja, esok dah da test. haha

Feist - Secret Heart

2011-03-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

im in love with her since.. ever.. iloveyou FEIST *droll*

nervous

2011-03-13T22:12:00.005+08:00

i was out today doing my things; printing, buying, boring stuff as usual and at idk 1 or 2 something, syazuan and i head to a restaurant that i really love the concept. so we was there having our lunch. then suddenly they started to tiding up the place. i thought they were just tiding up the place, duhal they want to close the shop early on Sunday. then i was nervous, we have to speed up before they close the shop. i was consuming my medicine, i usually took 5-10 minutes to consume 2 spoon of medicine which taste horribly amazing*no, im just kidding, taste like medicine :s*. because of that i just swallow that in like 3-5 minutes. GODDDD stupid shop.

you make me nervous

i quote from Frank Swettenham from Malay Sketches that caught my attention(i just read few paragraphs):

He is a good talker, speaks in parables, quotes proverbs and wise saws, has a strong sense of humour, and is very fond of a good joke. He takes an interest in the affairs of his neighbours and is consequently a gossip. He is a Muhammadan and a fatalist, but he is also very superstitious. He never drinks intoxicants, he is rarely an opium- smoker. But he is fond of gambling, cock-fighting, and kindred sports.

Syazuan who introduce this to me :)

Feb 28th

2011-03-06T17:42:00.006+08:00

ouh*slap myself on the head* i just remember to post about this. haha

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AWANG SYAZUAN SHAFIQsayang

we're 20 now. lets have something that 18 years old people cannot have*keningkening*. sik da bah. tulul. I'm 100percent positive that I'm the first people in the world to wish him birthday, in KOREAN. how good is that. the best! i gave him present. because of i was super busy on the week before and also on the week. i didnt buy him anything. but I'm not that useless gf statement ki-me). i give him something that make him smile like Malcolm McDonald. happy. feel like on the top of the world. i took a picture of it. I'll post about it later.

starting February. i was so i-don't-know-how-to-say(kuat moha2). February this year have 28 days. so 0n 28 days i was like cacin panas. i was really stress because i don't know what to give, since i gave him everything(not everything bodo). we fight few times in a week. loads of time in a month. and now March is here, February can kiss March's ass. good thing is, he know how to sooth things up :) and i know it's my fault to blame on him everything. my sincere apology

until then, have a safe trip, be happy and wear socks ;)

past, past

2011-03-05T08:22:00.004+08:00

the past

everyone make mistakes. everyone regret. everyone try to forget their mistakes. everyone try to move on. sometimes, past still around. even though it hurts, even though you try hard to forget but you can't. past for me is something that i cant forget, and something that i have to live with. i have a bad past. a really bad one and last few years, few tears trying to forget about it, but i failed.

one thing to do is except the past, and try not to repeat the same thing. try not to live for it, but live with it. it is like bad friend of yours that even though you don't like them very much, just go through with them, sometimes, it does not hurt. sometimes, they teach us valuable things about ourself.

i hate my past, really. i'm trying to accept that i was not a good person, still. just improving slowly, day by day; still trying. in the same time, try to accept people's past because everyone have past and i'm not missing any of my past because i have my future laid out for me, clearly. okay not clearly, but i know at least a bit(?) okay i don't know. but i'll know. haha

awang syazuan syafiq

2011-03-04T23:05:00.005+08:00

i just notice. haha. lambat!

ta de mingzi shi (his name is) Awang Syazuan Syafiq

baju diat, trech coat trah main

first time i met him, he told us to called him Syazuan because Awang dont have any meaning. so, wo jiao ta Syazuan(i call him syazuan) untill now. if you met him, you'll called him Awang. if you met him and i was the intermediary, ni jiao ta Syazuan. haha. but no one call him Syafiq. one syafiq is enough lah. if you're his jia(family), ni jiao ta boboy. i think ta de xiongdi jiemei jiao ta(his sibling call him) bang boy, but im not sure.

*im learning Huayu. i have difficulties in making correct sentences; screw up the sentences. practice, practice

hijabbing

2011-03-02T20:17:00.005+08:00

went to the library today to do some reading. i read about Christchurch, swapping couple which syazuan really recent it. in my opinion, they did those thing so that their relationship will be stronger because they'll appreciate their spouse because when they had sex with another person, they still think their couple is the best. appreciating. i don't know. i don't think any sane people will agree with me. i don't agree with the statement and if syazuan did this, I'll cut off his penis for sure. I'm serious.

moving on..

i saw something in library. something i consider dumb and ridiculous statement which i think if people really put the statement in the real magazine, it can lead to controversy. 'less make up, less fabric'. what does that mean really. i don't understand. i think the issue is about going simple in your style. the model look pale in less make up. i think they use more makeup to make a canvas-skin. less fabric? less usage of fabric? do they want people to use less fabric in their style? is that consider simple? what about people who using hijab? how can they use less fabric? do they try to tell people is you're using hijab, you cant follow our simple rule because hijab require more fabric. WTF? for sure no one will buy those magazine. dumbass. pfft.. thankyou to syazuan for listening to every word i said. or maybe not, i dont care either. what matter is you were there when i was moha2. haha

dahla. bodo.

love sick

2011-02-20T16:11:00.003+08:00

David Choi & Kina Grannis – The Way You Ar

You the only girl that I see

The only one that I dream about constantly

You the only boy that I need

The only one that I dream about endlessly

I want to say I think you’re perfect

You know I think you’re perfect

For all the wait I know you’re worth it

The wait I know you’re worth it

We’ll always make it through

As long as you’ve got me and I’ve got you

We will take the world in our stride

Anything can be possible by your side

so in love with you dear <3

we had few arguments this few weeks but we make it through of everything. it's hard not to imagine me without you

you're the only one that i need :)

to nab: ingga sapiq x pande ambik gamba ehh eee

:(:(

2011-02-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

i am a clingy, needy. yes i am. im not proud of it, but that is me. even though i hate to admit it but i am.

imissyou. its been 2 days :(. 2 freaking bloody days without the voice of yours, your warmth and especially your care-ness and ASS

i still cant imagine how nabila felt when she can only see syafiq once or twice in a month. tambah gik ngn syafiq g jauh2, i still cant imagine if im in her shoes :S:S

baruk 2 hari babe. camonlah!!

gine tok nak hidup? move it beach

CNY at stans's

2011-02-04T20:15:00.004+08:00

PRICELESS! XD

things that make me happy.

2011-02-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

jan, wani*on the line, nab, trah, syazuan

sarsi

mami tak bagi makan gule2 ari nie!

haha

these are few thing that make me happy.

boobs make me happy :D

boobs anyone?

Mr and Mrs Misteri

2011-02-01T22:18:00.004+08:00

hari ini bangun aher pukul 12. lepas itu tgok tv, lepas itu nab text cakap ini itu merepek. lepas itu byk buat. pergi rumah nab, syazuan, syfq. lepak lepak. lepas itu main uke sikit. selongkar bag nab. lepas itu boring boring. lepas itu SEX. haha. lame. ne ktk mok nab? cerita ka gamba..

PASANGAN MISTERI HARI INI

KUCHING,FEB 1-Dua orang pengguna MAC ditemui berdua duaan....

haha bodo. malas aku

nak bgus gik mun mek ngkah gamba nak...

us

2011-01-30T13:59:00.002+08:00

like*thumbs up* like like like like like like like like

ne sik cute agik tokk? haha

sakit pout. haha

hard work=excellence

2011-01-22T21:39:00.006+08:00

*exausted* been helping jan and her friend, driving them aroung kuching and samarahan, and went to one jaya.

kepak ehh

malam went out with wani and jan kt ileq-ileq. talk about stuff.. i love my girlfriends :):) nab missing. tedah. nevermind. ktk balit on CNY bah. miesha x pat pegi.

it was one of my class, which is Introduction to MICE. we going through chapter 2. the lecturer talk super fast. not super fast. but i am a slow learner, i cant cope anything she said after 15 minutes later. i blank. my brains stop functioning. i ask myself,'what the hell is she talking about? i should read this chapter last night'. i nearly cry in the class. suddenly i felt my eyes was watery. am i gonna cry. hold ur tears trah, hold your tears. i told myself. i tried to focus, but seriously, i cant. i really cant. so i look the lecturer in the eye, nodding as if i understand what she was talking about. i read the notes and highlight some point. but seriously, i dont understand what i am studying.

after the class, i ask my coursemates,'do you guys understand what she was talking'. 'no. not at all'. relief. im not the only one. so it was not my fault that i dont understand. but, i should read the chapter the previous noght, not only blaming the lecturer.

work harder trah. you can do it >.<

20 just a number

2011-01-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

im 20. and what's good being twenty? i dont know. i feel nothing tho.

lets talk about school. im in uitm kota samarahan. only two people born in 1991in my class but i think, there's no different among us. i think, i am the most playful, the most mala-nanyak-soalan student. xda keja. tetak koat. haha. i didnt attend the first class. which is the introduction of hospitality and tourism industry. im really sorry. i really didnt know. i gonna go to your next class. isyaAllah.

ilovemyself. hahaha. i forgot my new year resolution. but if i did, i dont want to share with you. your brain cant accept it. too awesome. X rated. ha. gai.

i feel like my tongue is almost doing french kiss in studying mandarin. yarabih. sumpah seksa. gik awal kali. kelak2 okay la nya trah. sabar, sabar...

uni life is awesome XD.

ILOVEYOU

merci sayang :D

think twice

2011-01-01T11:02:00.006+08:00

since last Sunday, i stayed at UiTM. having minggu destini pelajar. question's, what is destini. is it destiny? did u change the spelling to destini with an i? perogal bahasa lii. moving on. having few people around make me realise that i hate crowds. got to live with that now huh. make me realise they're so many douche people and ignorance people. this is uni babe, people don't feed you anymore. and you're allow to be selfish.

one talk about integrity. now i know what integrity means. but who cares. everyone have their own integrity. 'i am are who i am. everywhere i am, whoever i am with'

mingle with some douche-ay make me realise this is the douche-ay crowd i ever met. imissnabila. imissadib. imisswani. imissjan. imisseveryone. i texted syazuan telling him that imissnabila. nab, people here bongok. baruk jak seminggu, dah bitching tok. terok lii jak. let see few weeks mendatang. are they still bongok or not. hope not :)

my definition of friend is the ones who stick with me through thick and thin, accept me as i am, didn't try to change me to someone I'm not, didn't judge me for how i think, make me feel comfortable around them and vice versa.

i really have to think positive. *I'm awesome, I'm awesome, I'm awesome*

New Year Resolution(have you ever think, new year baruk nak buat resolution, mun sik, sik?)
stick with you like the strongest glue through thick and thin, keep my eyes on you and only you and be more considerate toward your feeling(some i didn't stated here)-Syazuan Syafiq.

6 crazy months

2010-12-29T04:00:00.003+08:00

It was crazy as within just a few secs, our lives took a turn. I can't judge if it's for the better or not, but I'm happy we took this step together. It took just a simple confusing gesture which would lead us into our current path. I'm too brazen at that time am I? Well I'm crazy as it is. I'm very grateful for the past 6 months of our life full of happy time spent together. Hell, our past 6 months would have been very different if that simple confusing gesture didn't occur. I can't forget all the amazing things we have been through. It was simply out of this world. You have been and will always be my cute and sweet naughty one. My one and only. You shower me with your laughter, infecting me with your smiles and flood me with your tears. My life would be dreary without you by my side. Iloveyou with all my heart. I'm looking forward to the next 6 months together with you. It will be LEGEND - wait for it - DARY. Haha

from booboo

with love ones

2010-12-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

gold fish memory

2010-12-16T20:50:00.003+08:00

dreaming, kaina long lost pusak had just come back this morning, when kaina and me was out at 1 or 2 something, we heard a bell ring. so kaina said it was pusak, but we still didnt saw it clearly. when it came nearer, we found out that it was dreaming, who was missing for several weeks.

we brought him home. there were several injury on him, but nobody can tell by what. and last night when we put him with his niece, he was making sound, cat-fight sound. he was like forget everything about the home that he lived for months and forget about kaina. but kaina never give up. TRUE STORY.

what if these thing happen to us human. forgetting about the place that we live for our whole life, about people who was with us thick and thin, our memory with special persons or our identity. it must be so sad huh...?

if i forget about you and us, please please please remind me, how good we were together because i would like to fall in love with you again just like you always make me fall in love with you again and again

5months

2010-12-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

botak dah kau...

5 months of everything. glad it was you, and still. iboobooyou :)

settle arguement

2010-11-29T12:10:00.003+08:00

last night i was searching for the song what what(in the butt) by butters. i found some. but the black guy sing is much better but some action you don't want to see there boys and girls. and i was searching for uncle fucker video clip, just like the one in the movie, still, i did not find it :(:(

i saw this one hot super girl. one super hot girl. she was like super hot. i was nearly fall in love with her. but i didn't. because spoiler was everywhere. oh well. never mind that. i already fall in love and lost my iloveyou-nity, to the guy i am with now :D

now, im downloading south park again, like old times. imisssouthpark.

the other day, syazuan and i was arguing about mcr song, nanana. this part:

Everybody wants to change the world, everybody wants to change the world.

But no one, no one wants to die.

Wanna try?

Now!

I'll be your detonator!

he told me that it was

But no one, no one wants to die.

Wanna die?

but i told him it was this

But no one, no one wants to try.

Wanna try?

turn out, it was that(what was the above). guess lyric in my phone was wrong huh...

so we sang the song at the top of our lung and his voice was really man, as in gero when he shout really loud. and then he said,'lamak sik tetak kuat gitok'. aok. sakit dada aku tetak kuat.. antap lii sik sihat. tetak pun buat sakit. tok gik nak bejalan...

and people told me how i pronounce words pelik.. but that is how they are spell. sue me for being maok pronounce betol.

what what in my butt

2010-11-24T22:29:00.004+08:00

i wasn't in the mood to blog lately. that's why nab's bday wish is just a short blog. and my previous blog is all in pic with no words

so i am in the mood because i read this one particular blog. yes nab, u read my mind. i feel funny inside. words cant describe it. sa nak beporet jak. poret ngan booboo x best kedak poret ngan adalah orang ya.. balit aju takorg. kta g permai. sex in the water yeah. haha.

lawak. everything sounds funny to me. maybe some people take is seriously, but i don't. you have a life, better than anyone who lived in India or Indonesia. don't you think u being a little bit douchey? you have a life. better than mine, i guess. i don't know you that well. but i know you fucked your life yourself babe. nobody like upp people who rasa upp, act upp, and upp. sa best glak. aok people get it your social life is upp kimak. but don't you think you should keep it to yourself. yes you have tonnes of exes and crushes and everything. and now that is gone. kau dikpun kali molah nya ilang. angol. bebual sa nyawa baca. p baca jwk. haha. kau polah aku rs ada mood mok poret and tmbah dosa ikit and best bah. ish. dah. malas aku. haha. ingga sa nyawa tok

now i know why the person has so many followers. i envy you. not!

pegi permai gik tek. sikit jak org. ada ular. then urgh... insiden bongok. malas aku..

i told u moulin rouge best abissssssss. da tgga ahe wani. cuba tgga awal..

selamut hari jandi

2010-11-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

nang x prsn terus. phone x berbunyi ndah bday ktk. haha. selamat hari jadi mama :D

selamat tinggal rambut pjg booboo

2010-11-21T22:08:00.001+08:00

long live XD

2010-11-19T01:30:00.006+08:00

cute ehhh >.<

we can do it like men dem, men dem

jessica cornish-do it like a dude. have you heard the song?

it got me thinking(hey, i think!) can the girls do like men does?

why girls can't do it like men does

1. girls dont have penis

2. 1 man = 2 women

3. why do women want to be men when women is an awesome creature

4. lesbians in action is hotter than gays. agree?

why you(female) want to do it like a dude, when do it like the babe is awesome-er. yes, i used babe. sue me..

the dudes be dude, and we are allowed to cherish and embrace the hot dudes. long live dudes ;P

raya aji

2010-11-17T23:52:00.003+08:00

it is raya today. is it still? who the hell care. happy raya aji guys. haha.

it was raya, but i don't feel raya at all. i dont even wear my baju kurung. this morning, i woke up at 8 or 9 something because mum ask me to help her to clean where the cats pooped. so i did. and do the laundry, sweep the floor and when my family were eating; the raya breakfast, i don't even eat with them. i bath instead. then, i watched tv. few hours later, family came to celebrate with nenek. you know what i did? i sleep. i sleep. haha. until 3 something. i woke up because i remember that i have not eat and i was so hungry. mum cook rendang and curry, but instant rendang and curry. i woke up and mum told me to go shopping for uni stuff because dad don't have so much time at home. so after shopping for stuff, went back at home at 7, have dinner, and after few hours, i sleep again. and i woke up at 10. and now, i'm blogging. what a raya.. happy raya aji folks :)

awesome XD

2010-11-15T21:17:00.001+08:00

SURAT
TAWARAN

Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar
Universiti Teknologi MARA
40450, Shah Alam Selangor, Malaysia
Tel: (603)5544 3164, 3165, 3166, 3174, 3175
Faks: (603) 5544 3170
e-mel: bpp@salam.uitm.edu.my

NORATIRAH BINTI RAMBLI 323, JALAN DATUK AJIBAH ABOL, 93400, KUCHING Sarawak	No Pelajar:	2010533291
	No Kad Pengenalan:	91010713----

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:

Program:	(HM111)	Sepenuh Masa
		DIPLOMA PENGURUSAN PELANCONGAN
		FAKULTI PENGURUSAN HOTEL DAN PELANCONGAN

Kampus:

Q - UiTM Kampus Samarahan

Semester:

DISEMBER 2010

Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.

Tempat:	UITM KAMPUS SAMARAHAN
	JALAN MERANEK, 94300 KOTA SAMARAHAN, SARAWAK

Tarikh:

27/12/2010

Masa:

9:00AM - 4:30PM

Rocketeer

2010-11-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

Where we go we don't need roads, roads
Where we stop nobody knows, knows
To the stars if you really want it
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it
Above the clouds in the atmosphere, phere
Just say the words and we outta here, outta here
Hold my hand if you feeling scared, scared
We flying up, up outta here

semangat lelaki misteri

2010-11-13T02:50:00.005+08:00

mcm iklan yg you-know. haha

stupid sign horoscope zodiac what ever mother of shits. i was watching tv just now, and Starworld just upgrade whatever shit they been upgrade. idk okay. i think it is the month of women, so there were pink everywhere. and maybe they think women love the zodiac shits&stuff. so i saw the ad about aqua and idont know what the hell. pasya i go online, search for compatibility of me and you-know-who. i was looking for Aquarius for the whole time. and got me thinking. is he an aqua? haha. bongok. turn out to be he's Pisces. wasting of time. well, reading this again and again, is wasting of time. online is wasting of time. do something beneficial then.

i don't need those stupid sign to prove anything. we're awesome. we FLY high up to the se-kai

dear lelaki mister, break a leg pake chemistry. SEMANGAT!

lelaki mesteri II

2010-11-13T00:28:00.004+08:00

siapakah lelaki mesteri itu?

bukan andy mcNab. found this kt ntah x ingt. lawak ajak bila tgga. ingt ngn nab ndah..

*drum roll*

p/s : dia memang suka begambar

siapakah lelaki misteri itu?

2010-11-10T13:44:00.004+08:00

angol di ambik gamba? well, i don't fucking care bitch. haha

drum roll please...

*TA DA*

KAU

2010-11-10T08:40:00.001+08:00

dah agak dah x pat tahan. muka ko diat. haha

wani, cak rambut eh*jeles* mahu jugak. riya dah try. nang tekial2 kedak apa. lak tggu rmbut pjg kedak wani's haha

kelak update dgn pic yg awesomeee

ukelele

2010-11-07T03:57:00.000+08:00

4 months old ukulele :D

4:47, shouldn't a girl be sleeping?

2010-11-04T04:32:00.004+08:00

im reading this one blog. i have so many things to do, yet i still have time to read people's blog. impressive. so moving on. i keep updating about this person. every week, because there is a lot of blog to read. haha. so i read this one thing that the person said that open relationship itu palsu. lets make the person name MB(stand for my bestie so that nab know who the person is) and MB said that. and this cross my mind, doesnt MB read NB's blog(NB stand for nab's bestie.tauk nak nab sapa) and when NB read that dont you think NB will feel like, i have a fake relationship. but she is having a stupid relationship with the person who NB loved but don't get return back to begin with. isn't that obsess. i'm straying now. the point is, there's no point of reading this. okay, i lost my words...

I've been single, 2 years max. i'm still awesome. i don't make up i am in relationship status. i don't make up boyfriend. heath ledger, hunter parrish and alex turner is exceptional. though i'm the one who like them. the thing is, i do not sound like some fat chick try to get laid, right? okay, i lost my words again.. wtf with nights. i'm hungry. i want to eat something sweet

and that remind me of revenge. revenge is better to serve cold. and some are sweet revenge. does that make your mouth water? taste like ice cream. i want ice cream. went to igloo with special someone. duh, perlu ka nak padah jwk... haha. i don't like the ice-cream though.. haha. i like the old fashion of ice-cream; thick and black. hmm nope that's not ice-cream. i get mixed up with.. haha xda bah. i want ais kerim..

lets spread the L word. and legs to ;P

wani, hope the insomnia xda kaco2 lagik. n nab, update la anything sal ktk. hormon poret kua skit2 tok..

hungry

2010-11-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

this is the dish that i pick out when i was in sweden, this is how the high class people eat..

haha. no. swedish kill me if i made this statement. i cooked. and this is it.. haha. nyaman bah!

kedak mknan pusak, p mena nyaman bah. even kaina gik mkn mknan pusak..

tang haid lgik. abis ovari dibaziri. haha. bodo. aku mok dema darah. gne tok? lain tempat dema darah lak..

make it early..pls..

2010-11-01T15:49:00.001+08:00

4 months and counting.

update takorg.. xda mood tok. bodo uitm lmbt kua result dec intake. lmak da tggu. pegi kundasang jak aku. babi mena. haha

pusak murah setompok.. ajuh..

dangerously in love

2010-10-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

this is what we say gangsta love.. haha. not really

In spite of all the danger,

In spite of all that may be

I'll do anything for you,

Anything you want me to,

If you'll be true to me

still, emosi yang sama

2010-10-22T23:39:00.005+08:00

lawak. tangada emosi ndah...

macam panda.. lawak. mine like beruang kutub. beat that nab! haha

i hate when i went to some store, and the people there treated like I'm the kid. i mean, I'm the customer, not a kid. macam nya nganok kita kedak kita tok anaknya bah. faham x? mcm, dude, bpak aku x da anok aku gia. kau pehal nak gago. bukan kau bapak aku, or related terus. pehal kau? polah anak nun ehh

as you guys know, phone S.E. tek rusak. so i anta benda ya g kedei. so the pekedei pdh, bla3 taik sial2, kelak mun da siap call. so the 1st week, ble trimak la sik call nak, pasya the second week, i called, then nya padah, 2 3 hari gik. my ass. then sampe sebulan. then tek, rtok, pegi kedei tek, nak berumbak. tgga2 pekedei padah x pat di ato. apa lah salah call nak? bukan aku makan org. tok adakah dirahsia2. bukan aku nak poret ngn orang jwk. babi mena. APALAH? pasya babi. kimak ehh.. nak buang masa, tenaga n everything. padah nak call, p sik. APALAH? APALAH RETI? APALAH? APALAH?!!! nsb da phone sigek gik. nsb aku sik rumbak takorg(da polis bah dekat. ya sik..). nasib nasib. oh, mun mok tauk sne location kedei best tok kt kch, pm me :) lak kita berporet.

kawasan bertanda 'X'

ops. x pa jak. aku poret bah n ilove to trash people. matilah takorg.

chowza muthafucka*peter chao*

morning anger

2010-10-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why people, some of the people have 2 facebook accounts or 2 blogs. i just don't understand why. is it is a great thing? no. i say no. if it's a good thing, like boobs or pizza or any kind of edible, well that is great to have 2 of them, or more. more is better. but blog and fb and idk, anything that is not good as boobs. why 2? why 2? two? omg. i just don't understand you..

why you need to tell people what had happen to your life. ouh, i lost my bra, ouh i bought new shoe, is it impressive? it is, if your bra cost million dollars, you bought a big fat shoes that fit your feet, okay, that's me..pftt. but if just some simple thing, then why? why for god sake why?

on hook

2010-10-20T04:20:00.002+08:00

went to permai and had such a good times :D

yeah baby. haha. thts what im talking about

dear friends

2010-10-19T01:09:00.004+08:00

what is friend or friends or synonym with friend in your language? what is it? have you ever wonder that your friend is bitching you at the back, or you the one who bitch on their back. i know this one, hm.. flock of people, if i may and this bitches are so closed that they even have pet name for each other. so close that you dont even know that they are faking it, bitching about each other and most worst(note that) lying to each other. what does that make them? whatufack? it maybe because the flock was to big. or maybe that just them.

if given a choice, to have a lots of pretenders hot awesome upp bitches or 3-6 bitches who stick on my back, i rather have the few bitches. but on second thought.. haha. xdabah

im glad that i have my friends, because i know, they wont bitch about me and i'll protect them with my life. but if ghost appear between us or things like shit, sorry to say this, i'll run and forget about you guys. haha. just for head-up. iloveyou like seriously :)

im tired monkey-ing around

2010-10-16T22:58:00.001+08:00

the orang utan of mine :)

beli sigek lok..

2010-10-15T04:29:00.004+08:00

sik hot apa boots from dr martens. buy me one. pretty please...*cute puppy eye*

maok yang anik!!!

i want this. hotttttt liii wana merah eh. nang kedak badut abis

bli sigek lok. dapat ku pijak palak takorg pake tok..harharhar

sepasang jak... eee maok! bday x lmk agik.. haha

dear unknown bitch

2010-10-14T04:16:00.004+08:00

damnit!!!

i shouldn't be bitching the person that i don't even know and i shouldn't do that in the first place.

i'm sorry. i really am feel guilty for that. i wont bitching about you anymore since you'll be around quite for a long time, in the future. i'm sorry and get well soon :)

trah(inner trah) : i told u, u are not a nice person.. pfft.. be nice will you trah. change2!

went to i don't know what. and i also forgot who did the talk. some successful Australian guy who owns 5 acre mansion, lived opposite of Australia beach, watch shark in wave, went to Singapore last couple of night and kl and kuching and have 19 years old kid. 2 things, your own perception and expectation. you are what you think. i should try this. *i'm awesome. i'm awesome. i'm awesome.* and he found money. he said the more you give, the more you get. i want to found money on the road too.. plss money come to me. haha

nab, link yg kmk brik ya boh jak bukak. haha. bitching mission abort

time blom agik official. hehe

otokehajo malam?

2010-10-13T03:25:00.005+08:00

aren ate 3 eggs. 3 boiled eggs in one meal? impressive huh. and the girls gone crazy for his eggs ;P

new philosophy? or its trahosophy? no. that's sound rather disgusting. get me? no? nvr mind. move along. hm.. i cant sleep early lately. last night i wanted to sleep at 3. so i turned off the lights and end up sleep at dawn. bodo mena

*me giving coi* fuck you. you aint cute enough. mala jak update status from now and then. gamba sa kacak abis. p suma pun pose sama jak2. kimak. why did i added you in the first place? smadi kau ya.. ehhhhhhh! timak. just suck it in. suck it deep. no. yes? haha no. i seriously think its inappropriate to blame God when you break up. come on. did God ask you to be in a relationship? seriously? its either you or him/her's fault obviously. reading your blog really make me sick. and why did i read your blog anyway? because i have nothing to do. yes. HHOOOMAIIIIIGODDDDDD

i dont understand why people who wrote their life in their blog have thousand followers. bodo. i shud sleep lah. adoi

are you okay, my dear people? haha. just dont kill yourself. talk to me. or at least someone. let it out. dont just bear with your problems. share it so everyone had one and we can achieve equality:). every problem has it's solution ;). if u know what i mean

im not really a good person am i?(move along trah. everyone know that like ages ago)

ask people are you okay? just to a random people. you might save a life. trust me. yea, trust me.

i should try my own how not to sleep late ohh.. esok lah.. babun jwk. gik mkn tok. its 0352 hours. otokehajo? otokehajo? makan lah. babun!

something i found kt tumblr kaina

forelsket(Norwegian) : the euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love

how can cheese become rotten cheese? its already rotten in the first place. but that doesn't stop me from eating it. just scrape the area that contaminated and eat it like a pig. haha. no. im not a pig.. you know im not. i just love to eat. and kill.

i think my sleep clock has been changed. when u stay up late, your head tend to think about shit. am i right or am i right? you think about things that would least happen in your life and feel miserable for that. and depress pasya mati. let me ask you here. are you okay babe?

why the fuck in the world i cant download easy a? oh oh. i try to download the town. but end up with porn. aren saw it and ask. i saw dick in ass. nightmare. the thumbnail i meant. thumbnail is it? im giving you nightmare now? yea, damn right. im equality-ing yo.

i have lots of jerawat now. due to tdo ahe mala ajak. aih... and no, my phone still kat kdey. 3 freaking weeks and syazuan pdh kali sdak dah jual that phone. yea you got that right mr detective..pftt. im using bpak's phone since he bought new one. its big and heavy. and i know wht's big and heavy that you love..hm... :)

i shud stop. so dont forget to ask are you okay, sleep early and it always anticlockwise if its not clockwise. :)

love quotes

2010-10-08T03:33:00.002+08:00

May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn’t live a day without you

If anything happened to you, I'll never forgive myself!

you completes me

things that i found funny. dont you think?

how to not sleep late

2010-10-07T02:05:00.003+08:00

lately, i've been waking up at the early of the afternoon. 1 to 2 something. something i am not proud of. you know why, i sleep at 2 to 4 in the morning. why did i sleep so early in the morning. there are numerous agenda i did. but you dont want to know*cough cough*

let me how to you. 70 steps to...

how to not sleep late

1. dont sleep late. try early.

2. dont go online. bad idea

7. dont drink sweet stuff or soda. make you sugar high and stay up all the night.

23. try lullaby

29. dont make your room like your kitchen. foods stay in kitchen. so as your cats

35. dont read book while you were not lying down

44. dont drink too much water before you sleep. you end up going to the toilet often. the doctor said drink plenty of water, at least 8 glass. well, look at me, i dont drink much water(because i have tb) still, im healthy as a anything-that-is-healthy(thats what she think)

57. make your room as boring as can be. your room is the place where you sleep, sleep sleep.

58. make sure the sleep aura is on.

66. try candle and alone ;).

69. yeah, dont do that. you'll stay up all the night. if you know what i mean. if you dont, stop reading my blog. haha

70. sleep early. early to bed, early to rise, make a man healthy, wealthy and wise

there you go. good luck :)

i found this how to sleep late. lame.

i hate operator

2010-10-04T01:31:00.006+08:00

my phone is rosak. as you know it. so i sent to some kedai for repair. and now i used syazuan's, since he have 2 phones. but the thing is, i cant send text messages. and it really get on my nerve. so i called celcom

operator : what can i help you?

trah : i cant send text msges

operator : bole tak beri kerjesame sekt, kalau tak camne sy nak membantu?

trah : *literally shouting* i cant send text msges

operator : text what?

trah : pesanan ringkas. msg bah, msg

operator : dan cuba anta msg kt nombo dikpun sik

trah : nombo dikpun? x pernah rasa mok cuba

operator : okay, lak kau try polah gia. kluakan sim, pasya msok balit. pasya try. btw, ko sne tok?

trah : ah? hm spesifik kit soalan? kdk rumah ka, negeri?

operator : daerah

trah : sarawak

operator : daerah. ya negeri

trah : oh oh kuching

operator : hmph*sign*

trah : gne jak tok?

operator : okay *blabbering*

trah : im sorry what?

operator : ...

trah : boleh tolong ulang?

operator : adohai...sik pa jak. i put u on hold

trah : you got to be fucking kidding me... *hung up*

so, a) if you're deaf, dont be fucking operator b) dont give me the tone ive been work here since this morning and im tired c) if you hate to be operator, dont be fucking operator. there thousands of job that is available. want example, jual burit ko nun gak. ya pn mun burit ko tek laku. d) dont give me a hmph, mcm kuching people tinggal lam hutan. seriously!! e) why the fuck i want to send myself a text msg? seriously? where's your brain dude? in ur dick? f) dont adohai me and put me on hold. on hold for god sake. seriously. g)fuck face. you are so fucked up. if you dont want to be operator, so dont. no one force you. plenty of works out there. i can be a better operator if i want to. your tone just fucking, even stupid can do better than you. you're not friendly. you're an arse. you're not kind. did i mention super deaf. i was shouting at you most of the time and still, u cant hear me. seriously. fuck.

and the operator tone isnt sound nice. few seconds later, celcom send text asked abt how good is the operator being in the scale of 1 to 5. i reply '0 and fuck off'. no. i didn't do that. haha

one time, i called operator. and the operator sound female. so i guess she think her voice sound super hot(that's what she think)

operator : boleh saya membantu

trah : blablabla*i forgot what did i asked*

operator : can you pls iboh engkah on speaker

trah : x da aku ngkah on speaker

operator : tolong jangan engkah speaker*marah*

trah : ooookay. dah

operator : okay. apa yang boleh saya bantu

i got nothing to say this women. because she's just fucked.

i hate operator. they are so annoying like fucking, i do not know why did i called the operator. and then syazuan called, n i told him everything. and he laugh it off and i said, sorry that you have to hear this. haha

take out your head from your arse will you operator..pftt

im glad it was you :)

2010-10-02T23:18:00.006+08:00

happy 3 months :):). 3 awesome month since u first hold my hand and never let go. the first 3 months of publicly together and don't care what people think. the awesome 3 with you. and the other 3 more months to look forward to :)

i know i told syazuan not to tell people about this, but what the heck oh dear. i'll tell the world how mess up, no, how happy i am with you dear. haha.

on Friday afternoon, i decided to take syazuan out. so being typical. we went to the most upp place in kuching; the spring. because mekorg upp. haha babi. haha. we arrived at the spring at 2 something. so we decided to watch movie(but we didn't). since we didn't spent so much time watching movie like dolok. so walking. being awesome TRAH, i always punch(not really punch, just like you know, the soft punch. you know what i meant) syazuan at his belly. just for fun. because thats what awesome people does according to TRAH the awesome. i was on my period this week. and suddenly, syazuan do the soft punch, not at the belly, but at the uterus. you know where its located right women. he didn't punch actually. just the soft one. softer than mine. you know right. it was at the wrong place at the wrong time. don't get him wrong. he's not a bad person and i'm not blinded by love and not feel the pain. we just being fun and it was hurt a bit. haha. he's not a bad person, it wasn't domestic violence. it was an accident

so on saturday, we went out again. i pick him up, and then we went to the spring but bummer, the parking was full, so we parked at the opposite as atmosfera. so we have to cross the road to go to the spring. after parked, we went into the spring and i forgot to lock the car. so we have to go back again, and lock the car. i told syazuan, 'its alright, you stay, i go'. the he said, 'you dont know how to cross the road, juh go together'. so we went back and forth. worth it. haha. we want to go to kluang, p pasya, malas pulang. so we went donut.

then went to pantai. at first, we go to pantai puteri, then jalan2 kt rumbu. haha. on the way back, he gave me the most gerek wont give. the most gerek dont ever dare to give at his/her gerek in public. the most thing people wont do in public. the most embarrassing thing one can accept. the i-know-your-gerek-wont-give-to-you. he kicked sand at me. haha. it was an accident, again. i dont blame him. it was accident. and i cant stay mad at him.

then we go to pantai pasir panjang. cun jwk ada married couple ambik gamba. so lps i said boring juh balit. we start the engine. but it wont start. i tot syazuan was shitting on me. so try it again. but it didn't start. so he called his dad. then i saw it was on D. and i said out loud, 'u tok. tgok who save the day'. and i drive forward and the car stuck at the pile of sand. who save the day now? shudnt say that too early. so we try everything, until some guys, the groom and the camera man from the married shot help us. thank god because there was malay couple, when they saw our car stuck, they just drove away. haha. i dont care tho... then we had dinner, where i shove him with loads of green since he didn't eat green much and head home. it was a day. a hell of the day

but, im glad that you are the one who punch me at the uterus, you are the one who bath me with sand, you are the one who san when the car wont start. you are the one who tell me to be patient when i start to fuck everything when the car stuck. you are the one i had dinner with. you are the one who hold my hand, and never let go :)

because we're human and accident happen

have a hot birthday :D

2010-09-30T02:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWO GREAT BITCHES IN THE WORLD

ADIB AND ROOSTER

ADIB

(aok aku ambik dr fb kau. sue me. haha)

ROOSTER

gendut hazwaneh

2010-09-28T02:03:00.004+08:00

da la org birthday ritok. orang hot kat UM nun. hehe.

Happy Birthday Ganduttt

gamba hot time gik mudak dolok marek ;P

mena padah miesha, dah tua boh gik brolah :)

selamut haru haru jadi XD

balit kch lak mek main lagu birthday pake uke. hehe(mun gik ingt lah..)

la tahzan :)

2010-09-27T14:13:00.006+08:00

last week was a terrible week. seriously. im not proud to say this but i cried. not of joy but idk.. just something wrong. i just sitting in my room doing nothing. so i filled my time with those crappy thing to do. i tidy up my room, since my room never are in such well proper states. and i kemas the little thing first, and i found one book that mum gave me, la tahzan (jangan bersedih). i tot the book was crappy at first.

mum gave me the book when i studied at KML. so one night, at KML, i get home sick and cry in my locker. and i remember the book mum gave. so i read it and end up crying more. pftt..

i read one topic about usirlah kekosongan dengan kesibukan. it says here something about it is dangerous for doing nothingg. we might end up doing something that is dangerous to ourself like doing drugs (talking about drugs, i went to tj wif faez and azry lepas anta mamat n saw i guy with a plastic bag with kangaroo in it. and by kangaroo, u knw wht i meant) continue with la tahzan, nya padah, bersedialah dengan perasaan gundah, semas dan sedih(very true) sebab time tok, fikiran kosong akan menerawang ke masa kegelapan yg lalu dan menyesali perbuatan yang lalu hingga mencemaskan diri mengenai masa depan yang belum tentu anda alami. it also padah penantian yg pjg boleh polah stress dan gila. kesimpulan nya sitok, bunuhlah waktu kosong ngn pisok kesibukan :)

the thing is, i never regret what I've done. because if i didn't do it, how will i know i'll regret it. right?

and i tell you. it really lift up myself and now i am awesomer than last week. i am sudoku-ing again and playing uke like im pro. and some other stuff. haha. but it is good tho. seriously.

so nabila hani ahmad, la tahzan :) kerana setiap kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan :):)

i tot u were dead

2010-09-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

when i'm distance from my love ones; family, friends i think about ocean and sky. i think about foods and streets. planning about lets go here, lets go there. i miss spending time with love ones. time well spent. great ones. and great things come in not only one, not two. but everything. i watched leap year. i think it is a little bit romantic and not really cheesy. not really movie i wud watch. but i did. its cool tho. everything is cool to me. but this one, it is better than the last stupid song. i can play uke now. just give me the chords and few minutes to practice the song, then i play it for you. really. seriously. give the note to tho :) haha. i am freakishly impress with non-heat curl by micheal phan. awesome. kelak la try. my phone rosak. azry rony try atur. his brother acctually. i miss texting. haha. adib is gonna be in kuching on 29th :D

i dont know who are these people who keep sending words to me..

.................................................................................................................................................................................

i miss this..

m-i-s-s-m-e all you want, cos im not going away..

god cud be hillarious..ha.ha

2010-09-23T00:57:00.005+08:00

selamat hari raya. since raya is still around and u can sniff raya everywhere. and its month of raya, so what the heck rite. it was awesome raya. met my anak buah, nuha. i like to call her noona. when she scream 'ayam, ayam, ayam', u shud see it. haha. just read nab's blog, make me want to brag about kids i met. oh yeah, my cousins, the little one. not so little tho. younger than me. they play around in the house and one of them smash their head on the wall. i heard the 'thum' sound. i tot it was smash against the door. but i was wrong. because the bang was load. then few seconds later he cried, but the watchers laugh first. then he cry. then my brother took bag of ice and put on his head. i rushed out from my room. and heard the sound of children cry. i was nearly having orgasm. haha. no. jkjk. i love to hear kids cry tho. and i do not know why...

im using abg's laptop. raya been fun, with nabs and all. janab. haha. get it?

i wanna work. but where. i have to work. im getting crazier each day. cnt u see? i cn play happy bday and the marriage song, u knw hw it sounds, the ne ne ne ne.. u dnt get it even if i hum.. but one string :(

raya dah doe

2010-09-10T16:26:00.001+08:00

happy eid people :D

me celebrating raya with mukah family at mukah

boh lupak g open house rumah lak :)

happy rara :D:D

and after all, u're my wonderwall

2010-09-06T01:27:00.002+08:00

coolest picture of all time :D

mata mata ikan

i loike this one :):)

update update update

2010-09-01T22:34:00.005+08:00

this is my voice. this is my story.

i love the ad about 1Malaysia story, the one they sing Negaraku. but not really sing it. the whole bunch of kids. and the last kid said this is my voice this is my story. aint she the cutest?

im not fasting. its only been 23 days. suppose it should be 28 days right?

when im hyper, you dont want that. i'll be super annoying*crazy smile*

vanilla been ceret. poor thing. so i stop gving them tuna, and see how it'll goes

come to think of it, i was a dumbarse. i did shits.

no i was fucked up. really. from this onwards, i wont do such thing. wasting my time and my effort. it just sick. if i did that, again, let see what will i do*talking to myself* im awesome. i dont need to do that. GROW UP for god sake... pftt

OMG 2 months? XD 2 months people. lets 2months-ing :):)

im bored :(

i like to show the fuck you sign randomly. it makes me feel free :) peace people*giving the fuck you sign* maybe because peterchao. watch him on youtube. he's awesome :D seriously

i found this. lamak doe. happy now? haha

YOU

2010-08-28T13:28:00.004+08:00

i feel like to this

i don't need superman, nor vampire or anything that is near to perfection. i don't need a perfect guy for perfecting my life. let just face it, we're not prefect, in every way. i need someone who understands me, accepting my flaws and all. someone who complete my sentence before i even finish it. someone who understand my story when i talk super fast. the one who love me for who i am. the one who always stays with me, okay, not always, that's too needy. i don't need a guy who understand how the world works or shits. i sometimes don't understand it much. i don't need a good listener, but in my case, you are :). and no, i don't need a guy who know how to do anything.

its enough when i had you :) :) you little devil of mine :D

the last song : movie review

2010-08-27T01:15:00.004+08:00

it was AWESOME. like totally. with that tall hot guy. i melt the moment i saw him. his hunky physique. kill me. i love him. and the girl to. amazing actor/actress(this is what some fat stupid girl wud say after she watch the last song)

here what trah wud say : i hate it. i HATE it. so much. i didnt know whts got into me. i download it. watched it last night. waste of time. the story, if you haven't seen it. dont see it.

story line : the girl, rebel girl, spending her summer at her father's and she met a guy when she's trying to safe turtle and guess what nabila, she's a freaking vegan(surprise surprise) didnt see that coming dont ya. and in a split second, the guy fall in love. take the girl to big aquarium n impress her with the big aquarium. he even pull the girl into it. if a guy pull me into the big aquarium, im dead in any seconds.. d-bag. after 2 times going in a date(according to them, i dont see it a date. it is more to a lets go to my work place) the girl want the guy to commit to her 110 percent. seriously. do u want to marry a guy after couple minutes u met? seriously? really? and zadera zadera zadera. shits happen. and i dont know what happen next. i skip skip. malas doe. its bullshit. i give nothing out of 5. only one part i love, when the guy wrote forever on her shoe. isnt that sweet? fuck no! thts a bigger bullshit. you met someone, couple of minutes, carve name on tree, that is just vandalism. i love wer the part ra ra riot song came out. ya jak. pftt.

until then, dont watch crappy movie if you want your intestine to be good :)

cheer up son

2010-08-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

maybe this will make you feel better.

i know what i want. but at this moment, i know i cant have what i want. because a) the uni i try to apply didn't give the course i wanted, so i have to choose another course and b) i failed really bad in matrikulasi. but i dont regret every single time me being in KML, meeting new people, making new friends, live an experience that i never think of. i remember what stans told me(yerrr..alu reminisce) that take whatever you can, later you can take whatever you want. make sense huh? allahualam, abt the course. as long as i can further study, finish my study, further more. who knows rite. i might love it. for the time being, i didnt know much abt it, but melayu said, tak kenal maka tak cinta(gai sikit lokk), so lets try...

fear not. what ever tht shall comes, let us go through with it, deal with if, fuck with it and deal with it. haha. have faith in yourself. people ask me, what are you doing now? didnt i want to further my study? shits like that. im wasting my time now, so rather than wasting it, i start reading any useful books, practicing my ukulele(so i can go to indon and make my mum proud). and of course i want to further my study rather than sitting home doing absolutely nothing. i feel like a dumb ass sometimes. i sometimes sit alone and think what the fuck am i doing right now? what the fuck? and i cry. no. haha. remember what barney told us, when i feel sad, i stop feeling sad, and feel awesome instead.(applicable to sick, mad and any other bad feelings) so lets us stop feeling sad. and feel awesome instead. a wise told me, smile son, cos happy is insist.( the wise is TRAH. duhh~)

this is not only for you but for me and anyone who is feeling sad. positive aura, positive aura